Another year has come and gone, and tonight Iāll celebrate making it through.
You smile at me and my stomach is in my throat; my heart is too, just wondering if you can see right through me. Iāll laugh at your jokes, and bite my lip to bite back the āI love youā that threatens to burst from my lungs.
Memories like a movie, running circles in my mind. You were my world and for one moment in time, I was your sun. But the sun sets eventually, and like daylight, we faded into darkness.
You push and you shove, and just when you think you canāt go any farther, you see the reason why you canāt give up just yet.
Just when I think you canāt shine any brighter, you go and compete with the sun.
You donāt know you do it, do you? You donāt realize that every smile, every touch, every time you say my name is one more moment I never want to let go of. You donāt know that it takes every thing in me not to let it slip.
You don’t know you do it, do you? You don’t realize that every smile, every touch, every time you say my name is one more moment I never want to let go of. You don’t know that it takes every thing in me not to let it slip.
I canāt help the gnawing feeling in the pit of my stomach; thereās a voice in my mind that tells me something is missing. That something is always you.
Dreaming of magic and wonder, Iām dreaming of you but even my wildest dreams donāt come close to reality.
Iām searching so desperately for something that isnāt there any longer. Iāve been turning over stones and hoping that one day, youāll appear right where I left you, but you never do.